I'm sorry....
I wasn't here for a long time. I have been recovering.
It was hard, with ups and downs. I kind of did but still have been hounted by Ana thoughts...
And I'm back, I've relapsed but not sad about it at all. It'll help me.
I have gained weight lately. And have been working out a lot. Got some muscles, not sure if I like it :/
9kg more than my lowest weight.... :'(
Don't want to be "fit, healthy and strong" anymore
Want to be thin ♥
| I wish it was me </3 |
